diaryku

2010-10-12T21:16:00.000-07:00

im much more active on TUMBLR now, find me there.

♥

2010-09-28T04:16:00.000-07:00

“It was terrible and awful when someone left you. You could move on, do the best you could, but like Eli had said, an ending was an ending. No matter how many pages of sentences and paragraphs of great stories led up to it, it would always have to have the last word.”
-Sarah Deesen

2010-09-24T02:47:00.000-07:00

"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next."

2010-09-23T15:16:00.000-07:00

2010-09-20T16:16:00.000-07:00

2010-09-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

2010-09-09T19:18:00.000-07:00

2010-09-09T03:50:00.000-07:00

2010-09-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

‎"letting go doesn't mean giving up, but rather accepting that

there are things that cannot be."

2010-09-08T02:04:00.000-07:00

2010-09-06T06:02:00.000-07:00

awesome plain and simple decal.

▲

2010-09-06T03:50:00.000-07:00

2010-09-04T01:35:00.000-07:00

2010-09-03T14:42:00.000-07:00

girl you're amazing,

just the way you are. ♥

2010-09-02T11:44:00.000-07:00

late night request

♥

2010-09-02T11:12:00.000-07:00

2010-09-02T10:43:00.000-07:00

2010-09-02T02:34:00.000-07:00

2010-09-02T02:31:00.000-07:00

2010-08-31T02:20:00.000-07:00

"her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining.

her hair, falls perfectly without her trying.

she's so beautiful, and i tell her every day.

yeah i know, when i compliment her, she wont believe me.

and it's so sad to think she don't see what i see.

but every time she asks me do i look okay.

i say

when i see your face, there's not a thing that i would change.

cause you're amazing, just the way you are.

and when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile.

cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are.

her lips, i could kiss them all day if she'd let me.

her laugh, she hates but i think it's so sexy.

she's so beautiful and i tell her every day.

oh you know, i'd never ask you to change.

if perfect is what you're searching for then just stay the same."

[just the way you are - Bruno Mars]

2010-08-31T01:59:00.000-07:00

"nobody said it was easy,

no one ever said it would be so hard."

♥

2010-08-31T01:45:00.000-07:00

2010-08-30T22:36:00.001-07:00

2010-08-28T01:27:00.000-07:00

2010-08-27T02:02:00.000-07:00

2010-08-26T02:53:00.000-07:00

2010-08-25T07:27:00.000-07:00

2010-08-25T02:31:00.000-07:00

2010-08-22T02:58:00.000-07:00

2010-08-12T20:50:00.000-07:00

IRU ♥

2010-08-08T05:06:00.000-07:00

2010-07-27T15:26:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking about you

and how we used to be then

back when we didn't have to live we could start again

there's nothing left to say

don't waste another day

just you and me tonight

everything will be okay

if it's alright with you then it's alright with me

baby let's take this time let's make new memories

do you remember, do you remember, do you remember

all of the times we had

let's bring it back

so long since you've been missing

it's good to see you again

how you, how you doing

and how about we don't let this happen again

♥

2010-07-25T21:13:00.000-07:00

2010-07-21T01:38:00.000-07:00

2010-07-15T23:51:00.000-07:00

2010-07-15T18:41:00.000-07:00

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2010-07-12T00:37:00.000-07:00

2010-07-10T17:11:00.000-07:00

2010-07-09T04:16:00.000-07:00

2010-07-06T22:56:00.000-07:00

2010-07-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

2010-07-04T02:49:00.000-07:00

i want to watch eclipse and then go shopping!

anyone feels like doing the same?

2010-06-30T22:43:00.000-07:00

2010-06-26T04:20:00.000-07:00

2010-06-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

2010-06-19T22:33:00.000-07:00

2010-06-16T19:05:00.000-07:00

2010-06-02T19:36:00.000-07:00

"a moment, a love, a dream, a laugh, a kiss, a cry, our rights, our wrongs."

2010-06-01T02:06:00.000-07:00

2010-05-12T23:42:00.000-07:00

2010-05-10T00:11:00.000-07:00

tell me how am i suppose to strike my wishlist (more actually) when im jobless now?
ouh yeahh, any of this will make my day on 30th may, hahaha ^^

2010-05-10T00:02:00.000-07:00

YES FAISAL! YOU CAN DO IT!
-____-
(i'll wear that soon, insyallah)

2010-05-08T16:36:00.000-07:00

2010-05-07T00:25:00.000-07:00

"hey, slow it down
whataya want from me?
whataya want from me?

yeah, im afraid
whataya want from me?
whataya want from me?

there might have been a time when i would give myself away
oh, once upon a time, i didn't give a damn
but now, here we are
so, whataya want from me?
whataya want from me?

just don't give up
im working it out
please don't give in
i won't let you down
it messed me up
need a second to breathe
just keep coming around

hey, whataya want from me?
whataya want from me?
whataya want from me?

yeah, it's plain to see
baby, you're beautiful
and there's nothing wrong with you
it's me, im a freak
but thanks for loving me
cuz you're doing it perfectly
there might have been a time when i would let you slip away
i wouldn't even try but i think you could save my life"

2010-05-05T00:13:00.000-07:00

2010-05-04T00:58:00.000-07:00

2010-05-03T01:45:00.000-07:00

june 2008.

may 2009.
(any difference? only abby i guess, hahahaha)

2010-04-30T00:32:00.000-07:00

2004 ex♥
its been 6 long years already siaa, those childhood days, hahahaha!

2010-04-26T23:00:00.000-07:00

CALVIN KLEIN PASSPORT HOLDER. (limited edition, only one piece)
$180 [negotiable]

2010-04-26T01:22:00.000-07:00

2010-04-25T22:20:00.000-07:00

2010-04-22T20:21:00.000-07:00

this is what im dealing with every single day in school, and its only half done.
stress giler babi.

2010-04-20T23:19:00.000-07:00

2010-04-18T17:20:00.000-07:00

2010-04-17T02:46:00.000-07:00

2010-04-16T01:05:00.000-07:00

yes, its me finally blogging down here after so long. my recent archives looks like tumblr already sia, full of pictures instead of a real blog post. and no matter what, i wont move to tumblr, jiwer blogger forever ^^

2nd year now, wow! time past by damn fast, and its time to be serious now. last year term one GPA was 2.0 and 2nd term was 2.8, i did improve eventhough its still bad, thank god. but i really want to go poly next year. so yeahh, its time to start going to school early and start putting in more effort in my assignments, and to stop procrastinating faisal!

ermmm, its been long since i talk about love life? hah, same old me, im still single, errrrr, 3 years 8 months plus already? thats pretty long, i know. yeahhh, ive been and out of love within that long years. however, i already made a promise not to have any relationship till im able to support my ownself and when im really ready. dating is fine, maybe if only i know a lady long enough and understand each other especially their own flaws, i will then update my relationship status.

however, till this point of time, after flashback-ing to my old mistakes, my july dimplelove was the one i regretted breaking her heart. yes, aku bodoh giler babi, greatest mistake and i know theres no turning back :/

fcuk, imy alot, remember the tissue that i wiped the acne on ur cheeks and turn out theres a heart shape? i hope you still keep it.

okay enough enough enough, and ouh, i need a job asap! vrroom vrroom is waiting for me. anyone with recommendations? do tag me at my blog. and talking about tag board, its no longer updated by bloghoppers/friends. maybe i know the reason why, since i started 'tumblr-ing' here, my blog looks real dead = less viewers. eh?

i need to start getting use to sleeping early, im off to bed now, goodnight readers (if there's any), hahahaa. much love!

2010-04-14T00:29:00.000-07:00

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2010-03-17T01:36:00.000-07:00

everything starts to falls apart.
imy.

2010-03-16T20:07:00.000-07:00

2010-03-15T20:22:00.000-07:00

2010-03-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

2010-03-13T01:39:00.000-08:00

2010-03-11T12:56:00.000-08:00

2010-03-10T21:40:00.000-08:00

CXLA.

2010-03-09T22:56:00.000-08:00

2010-03-05T12:17:00.000-08:00

2010-03-02T00:19:00.000-08:00

i should have passed my license and already get a bike approximately 4 months ago cos those who enrolled and took the same practical lessons with me already got a bike. and its only me who is left behind, i guess.
reason why, moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. this first pay, im gonna straightaway book my prac 8 again. and then, tp and straight hello to vrooom vrooom.
and i already plan to get a bike after my birthday, which is in 2 months time.
gilera vxr 200 or spark 135 bebeh!
insyallah, amin.

2010-03-01T01:54:00.000-08:00

2010-02-26T01:25:00.000-08:00

2010-02-24T01:12:00.000-08:00

2010-02-22T16:21:00.000-08:00

just get back up, when it knocks you down.

2010-02-22T01:47:00.000-08:00

2010-02-20T18:23:00.000-08:00

2010-02-20T16:39:00.000-08:00

2010-02-19T19:00:00.000-08:00

2010-02-18T04:01:00.000-08:00

remember;
when you first chatted with me and i re added you in fb.
when you will always smile whenever i said random hi.
when you accidentally shouted to me on the phone cos you was angry.
when you told me to stop talking about ghost.
when you get irritated cos im lazy to send you to the bus stop but actually i wasnt.
when you asked me to put myself in ur shoe when i talked about my ex date.
when you told me to go offline early but we ended up webcaming till the wee hours.
when you kept biting ur lips cos its a habit and i told you to keep that habit.
when you come nearer to the webcam smiling non stop.
when you try not to look at me and always ask me why, whenever i stared at you.
when you kept sending me kisses, hearts and flowers on msn and while playing uno in fb.
when you type my name as fsl instead of faisal.
when you ate slowly and keep complaining to me that you are hungry.
when you told me jokes at the bench that we laughed all the way.
when you showed me how you stare and banglas when they look at you.
when you keep playing games and testing my brains on sudoku.
when you kept quiet cos i told you to stop talking which i didnt mean it.
when you dont wanna lose whenever we played chopsticks and scissors paper stone.
when you keep talking and talking and talking that make me stop and just look at you.
when you told me that my pinches wasnt painful but you ended up shouting.
when you eat away the pineapples and fed me the others.
when you show me how you eat roller coasters and keep asking me for 7 times wheter i want it.
when you really want to eat hershey pies and always unable to finish it cos you are full.
when you dont like to smoke 3 puffs each cos it taste different and you insist of having half.
when you stop walking and ask me to look up cos theres alot of stars.
when you wanted to beat me and ended up beating thin air.
when you keep insisting our height is not that big difference cos you wear high flip flops.
when you do paper hearts origami and i kept both of it in my wallet.
when you laugh non stop because of my reaction.
when you slap your thighs hard cos of the mosquito bites till i tell you to stop.
when you accidentally wink.
when you laughed and beat me and show me ur deep fake dimples.
when you said you liked me too and said sorry after that.
when you said imy even after we've parted for awhile.
when you start translating in french and thought me words.
when you get really angry when i told you that i got a feeling one day you will leave me.

cos i can't even move all this out from my head, and how am i even gonna move you out from my mind.
je vous aime et je m'ennuie de toi et je tiens à vous rencontrer de nouveau.

2010-02-18T02:21:00.000-08:00

"i cannot go to the ocean
i cannot drive the streets at night
i cannot wake up in the morning
without you on my mind

so you're gone and i'm haunted
and I bet you are just fine
did i make it that easy for you
to walk right in and out of my life?"

(almost lover - A Fine Frenzy)

2010-02-17T15:08:00.000-08:00

je t'aime.

♥

2010-02-16T23:59:00.000-08:00

je voudrais tuvoir encore.
♥

2010-02-16T16:57:00.000-08:00

imy.